Restless ....

Really really quick post, and I could ramble on and on about this but I've gotta go in -2 minutes.

I am really really really restless. I'm 90% sure I didnt get the Small Town Bank job I applied for in the corporate office. They took the listing off their webpage and I havent heard from them either way. I'm expecting another nice "thanks but no thanks" letter any day now. I dont know if I should apply to the admin assist position at the local branch or not. ... And if I dont then what do I look in to? There is nothing! All this stuff sounds so boring. Are we all really stuck in boring, unfulfilling jobs? Do I have this fairy tale dream of having a job that I dont dread every morning? Are my "standards" too unexpectable? Is it so horribly awful of me to want to be home by 5:30pm? I know I've been spoiled here with my days off and shorter hours, but I would think I'd give up some of that for a more fulfilling position.... but would I really? Am I being too spoiled not wanting to work in the accounting office for a door/window factory? I mean it's doors and windows! How boring! But accounting is really accounting, it doesnt matter if it's cows and pigs or doors and windows, does it? I just read the possibility of a dungeon office. Bury me in the back room with all the filing cabinets ... no thanks. Ahhhh! I'm so spoiled, yet I hate it. I really should have started with a "real" job and then maybe worked for dad later, instead of staring with dad and trying to work someplace else. Where do you find job opportunities? Newspapers? Monster/career builder? Just punching in business webpages and hit and miss? I'm so tired of searching, it's getting depressing.

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And my mom had a spot on her mammogram (sp?). This time the spot is on the other side. She goes in for a biopsy next Friday. So much for chemo killing everything, but we're all hoping it's "just" as spot and not cancer again.

Have a lovely weekend ladies ~ I'm off to a tractor show Saturday ... woo .... hoo ...